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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
It does work for me, so yes, I’ll keep it up. I didn’t exactly need you to tell me, because I would have done so either way. Living in the moment seems to be the best case scenario for me.
Tobias.. Tobias.. why does that name sound familiar? Oh, weren’t you that dude who made Wisteria really upset? And you flipped someone’s world upside down? I’m guessing she’s that someone. I’ve heard about you.
You’re more confident than a lot of people I know. I’m kind of jealous of you, Amber.
She’s been talking about that? Yeah… yeah. Nothing good, I’m assuming?
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
Ugh you’re messing with my head. I really don’t like thinking about what it’s going to result to in the “end”. I like to live in the moment, thank you very much.
How did you act like an asshole? And if you don’t mind me asking, what is your name? I didn’t exactly catch it the last time we talked.
Living in the moment screws things up for me, so I sort of stopped that. If it works for you, keep it up. I don’t see how perceiving something as real instead of what you want it to be detracts from the whole ‘carpe diem’ stuff, but whatever floats your boat.
I sort of flipped someone’s world upside down. It’s a long story. My name? It’s Tom-Tobias. Tobias Reid.
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
My perception changes the way I see it and that’s all that matters to me. I really couldn’t give two fucks what other people think, so.
What I don’t get, though, is why you would call yourself an asshole.
But it doesn’t change what it is, and in the end, that’s what matters.
‘Cause I screwed up and acted like one.
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
I’ve never doubt myself, mister, and I’m not planning to anytime soon. That’s because I don’t see this place as just a “rehab center” like most of the people here do, yourself included. I see this place more as a getaway.
Are you actually implying that I’m an asshole or are you just referring to yourself?
Doesn’t matter how you see something, it is what it is. Your perception doesn’t change it. You’re just lying to yourself, then-I know if I’d wanted a getaway, I would’ve gone to Paris or something.
No ma’am, that’s just me. You’re fine.
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
But I’ve almost convinced myself that there’s nothing wrong with me. So you’ve gotta give me props for that. When you’re content with what you’ve got, there’s really no need to be pretentious.
Almost convinced yourself doesn’t cut it. You have to have fully convinced yourself that nothing’s up, or else you’ll get doubt. Why be content with what you got when it ends you up in here?
Or when it causes you to act like an asshole to people you care about?
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
I like to believe that there’s absolutely nothing wrong with me, so I’d rather not talk about it. What’s yours?
I think we’d all like to think there’s nothing wrong with us. That’s complete bullshit, but I’ll respect your choice. Me? I’m bad, that’s the abridged version.
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
You’re not the only one. We’re all messed up in our own way.
That’s why we’re here. But we all mess up in special, unique ways. What’s your damage?
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
Yes, and thank god for that. Aside from the boredom, I’m actually doing pretty well. How are you doing?
I try, miss. That’s pretty awesome, way to overcome the boredom. How am I doing?
You know, same old.
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I’m bored.
xoamberhall:
At least I’m not the only one that’s bored around here.
No ma’am, there are most likely more of us. We just hide ourselves well. That’s a negative side-affect of boredom-antisocial tendencies. It’s a negative feedback loop.
